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23122011

2011-12-23T06:57:00.002+08:00

哎哟哟~ 好可怕. 相隔大半年我再度回到这个空间手打着手提电脑键盘在这边写写当下心情. 没什么就心血来潮嘛突然好怀念写网志的日子. 曾经文字替我在这儿倾诉好多也渲泄好多. 停写网志的原因是没机会用手脑上网我多半都只用BB查面子书和突维特. 现在刚搬进的家有WIFI了但也没什么好光荣因为是盗用别人家的囧. 喔~ 早晨6.34打网志 *汗*

再过两天就是圣诞节了~ 既期待又不想它到来往往事情发生在想象之外的总是会有点落寞其实我也可以很少女啊幻想圣诞节有多浪漫街上灯饰有多璀璨加上烛火晚餐和喜欢的人共度美好时光 *诶诶诶~回到现实* 是我想太多我这奇女子单身了也大半年喽现在的心态处于放空状态我深信这世界上死剩的好男生都不会那么凑巧拍了拖结了婚吧天父~ 袮好歹也留回一个给我我不管今年的平安夜会到教会度过圣诞节则回家乡陪家人妈妈要洗礼呢好棒但我赛赢她啊先在十月中洗了信而受洗必然得救~ 阿门 .

感性的我其实好爱看爱情片. 前阵子火红的电影那些年我们一起追的女孩还有杨颖主演的夏日乐悠悠这两部都超赞的 *大赏* . 是我陶醉男女主角故事情节吗现实生活上怎么可能 ? 我好奇说一个女生如何牢牢地住进一个男生的心底里他愿意守候为了她做任何事. 柯景腾也说啦我想成为一个很厉害的人让这个世界因为有了我而有了一点点的改变而我的心不过就是你的世界不得了~ 这句话窝心程度爆表有没有 *晕掉* 恐怕要这样子的男生在我的世界出现还难过登天吧我明白幸福其实可以很简单只要你找到对的人哪怕是吃便当搭11号巴士也可以很快乐~ 问题是时机未到我还得继续等下去~ *耐心无比*

不忘一提我终于染了新发色吼~ 之前的黑根都已经两寸长了前两天砸了三百元染出了紫红色效果还挺满意的但是紫色带暗在晚上会看不太出来 *气* 这几天屋友回了家乡都在做厅长啦其原因是因为我怕怕~ 我半夜都听到怪声还得我玩TETRIS到天亮了才敢睡觉住这边交通算方便但没有车子还蛮麻烦这附近的德士司机都狮子开大口一趟最少算十五块有一次从SUNWAY回USJ1 (我家所在地)被宰了二十五块试问天理何在~ 外头SUMMIT那里还跟我全天二十四小时堵车夭寿~

不知道是不是有一点钱就皮痒一星期吃了三四天的寿司屋友们都受不了我寿司还真的百吃不厌我不知道为什么就是爱~ 没得解. 在想着买个圣诞礼物给自己反正没男朋友没圣诞老人只好自己来了. 我需要新高跟鞋~ 虽然百分之两百我穿起来会走不好路但是我会学. 我是女人不再是女孩再多三十九天我即将迈入十九岁大关 *叹气* 时间不留人啊奇女子最后一次的TEENAGE YEAR .

我打网志都很花心思呕每一粒字就这样不知不觉一小时多逝去了要写的话还真的很多可以写我想睡觉了大家晚安诶不对~ 早上好哟 .

答应大家我会回来长写的

我爱我的网志
早上7.48停手打最后一粒字
xoxo ♥ ♥ ♥

26052011

2011-05-26T13:35:00.009+08:00

Hi hello . It's blogging time! ♥ ♥ ♥

Yeah! First time blog using my baby lappie weh. Thanks mummy muchie muchie :-*

Dell 5110 i3 DOS. Black in colour yo. Red and blue are available too but I didn't pick either of them up. Idk why am I doing this epic decision also, as usual I love colourful stuffs. ;)

Currently at Tarc cyber centre. Suddenly feel like wanna blog then quick capture a photo and edit it with a bb app that similar to iphone's instagram :P Spot my new bb cover? It's a pair bunny ears on top weh, cute max! Well I know the wallpaper sucks, haha! Don't know what to put -.- uhmm google image later, teehee!

Nowadays life so bored one you know, setapak life really shitty. Everyday early in the morning go college, somemore the place where I'm staying now is so.. sankala! Sorry I dont know what word to use to describe. Plus I hate this place coz here don't have mcd but kfc pizzahut arghhh. How I wish I can have a set of Big Mac now :/ Btw friends chat with me more, kill my boredom!救救我~ Facebook Twitter BBM Whatsapp aiya Pingchat also can la lol imma insane dy -,-

Outings but not lepak! Maintain healthy lifestyle but not lepak at outside at critical a.m. Set a target for myself, sleep at least 5hours every night. This is my minimum requirement la I can do better one :p yea I bought some skincare products from TheFaceShop too and I hope it helps :D Hate acne skin, go away please :( after typing this previous sentence I drank water immediately lol :x

Lastly I want to blog bout my family. Grandpa might leave us soon. I dont want it happen seriously! Sigh. Last time I went to see him at hospital, I did cry :'( He's suffering so much. It recalls my mummy's memories that 6 years ago my dad was at ICU after road accident. Now, grandpa at ICU again. It strikes her heart the second time deffo she cried so much, plus she's worrying about how's my college life as she can't always by my side. sayang her :'(

Alright stop talking this sad stuffs, swept all the unhappy memories in my brain nowww. Think how to make my family proud of me better la. Am I right? Sorry mum sometimes I might couldn't make it back Sremban every week as you know I'm having class Mon to Sat :/ Dont worry bout me la, I can think bout my future oneeee. Ily mum ily so much, although I dont know how to express my love to her always. haha! shy meh ohhh -.-

Posted by Maeko Eunice

BLA BLA BLA at 1.35pm

Appreciate life!!

xoxo readers ♥ ♥ ♥

15052011

2011-05-15T16:22:00.010+08:00

Hello hi. First entry in May two-thousands-eleven. Fyi I have started my college life in Tarc, Kl campus. I'm taking Diploma in Quantity Survey la-la-la. Sounds so challenging right :/ Nvm I'll just give a try and do my best since I have interest on building construction thingy *wink*. Okay one week of college days passed so let's make a summary for it. Don't know how to read the timetable missed few lecture classes then. Arghhh :( Some more I did lepak at outside at critical a.m. made me couldn't get up for morning classes, two times you know! Omg, so scared after first week then get barred dyyy. Fuck my life :@!!

Emm, well I have to intro a person here that I see him everyday from now on. Vincent Tan! My bloody facebook friend heh -.- Yea, such as coincidence same course same group uhhh. We are lovely classmates weh, he's so kind help me print those coursework papers, brings water for me to drink daily, let me go his place at prima setapak to chill when there's nothing-to-do after class etc. :D At college only few places to go, lecture halls, tutorial classrooms,cyber centre, canteen 2, library, food courts nearby, no more -.- so bored weh! everyday check-in same venue :s Hmm week two gonna start dy more assignments is coming to us I guess. Stressed, sigh! :((

My life, love stuffs again. Broke up with that dude last week and I'm still can't get out of it thou. I do really like him, I miss him all times although he treat me like this, arghh kill me please. I really don't understand.. He's the one who request me to be with him, he said will be very serious on me. At the end, he dumped me not more that two weeks after, I was like wtf seriously. Really don't know what's on his mind, why he's being so selfish.

Let's fuck promises hell high, all the guys are the same! :@ They are just wolfs that covered with sheep furs, they present you tons of sweet words, they also make beautiful promises. At the end, they can just leave you alone without giving any words, not giving any damn on you later on. So, don't ever trust a guy. When you make up your mind, you'll realized everything are just a dream :')

After him, I can't stop blaming myself, why I was being so stupid.>< Min kong told me many times, I have to learn how to appreciate myself, if I don't, no one will fucking care bout me too. But now I did the same mistake again. Again and again! Fuck my life! :(( Met him yesterday, remembered all these he told me, I felt ashamed. Fucking swear I won't repeat the same mistakes, never. Life will goes better I believe. I'm so sick for love. But now philophobia weh.Google bout it if you don't know the meaning. Hmm, I won't fucking involve in relationship anymore, until I found a right guy that worth. I want a trusted relationship, not relationshit please. :) *talk to the hand*

I'm a tough girl kayy ;)
從現在開始要時刻惦記著：我要爭氣。

Posted by Maeko Eunice
at 4.22pm 15th May.

Ciaoz,♥ xoxo!

29042011

2011-04-29T13:23:00.002+08:00

久违咯! 上个entry隔了一个月. 看回之前写的发现现在状况改变很多现在很不像一个月前~ @@ emm 明天last day了!! 不知不觉在low yat 干了两个月说真的这份工很stressed的每天都要keep in mind的东西 : fight sales. 同事之间就出现抢sales的事情当要zap屎需要帮忙他们都不会理你的 arghhh 社会啊社会~ 有时真的做到很不开心那天才被骂个臭头说我工作不认真不过他说得没错啦我的心散啊:( 不知道怎么再没有那个heart去做了 aiks. 算吧不提了~ 反正就快辞职不干啦 :)

最近就混到一班朋友啊我们一起在lowyat上班的有nick, kitzaii, 荔枝 , 子伦豆腐, 嘉欣他们... 每晚放工都会去子伦店吃东西那里简直是我们的窝相信你们都有常看到我check in Pattaya thai seafood 吧我们昵称那个地方是椰树因为那边有很多的椰树哈哈那里的烧see ham 真的不是盖的很好吃的说 nick每次去例牌都会order一兜. 连我一开始不喜欢吃的都变得一个人能吃完一兜 :p 真的很开心的每次和他们吹水开玩笑还有阿他们也很喜欢看着我的弱点欺负我 :( 就是我很容易被骗他们都说谎不眨眼-.- 有时候他们玩笑开得太大我还会泛泪 lol wtf /_\

也是因为椰树的关系朋友的朋友认识了Eugene. 接着现在做了我男朋友 lolol . 我个人觉得我们过程发展快了一些些 /_\ emm 那个'他'丢下我之后我告诉自己我不会傻傻地去等他我该做的都做了不合则分吧从前我觉得阿一个我爱他很多和一个他爱我很多的我会选我爱他很多的可能就觉得爱一个人要轰轰烈烈 /_\ 其实我发现这样想很蠢只知道付出有屁用这样双方会很不协调根本就不会开心最后沦落到大家都不忍的结局男生却可以不说什么就离开你理由也很简单你爱他比他爱你差太多他根本不会珍惜啊所以我想通了给我现在选我会选爱我比较多的人起码这样会过得比较开心不用担心这一秒的他在你身边下一秒的他就转身不见我想我现在大概找到了我们都是认真的 :)

至于college的问题到现在都还没settle -__- 之前说inti nilai . 现在想法有变觉得说芙蓉真的很闷我回去会被闷疯的所以想转回在kl area. 其实某部分原因是因为Eugene >< okay 然后就想到Tarc咯便宜负担得起听说也是个不错念的college 而course呢我make up my mind了打算拿Quantity surveying . either 是diploma 或foundation罢了 tarc may intake 三号就start 了我还没报名 :( 很怕拖迟了又要等下一个sem . ishhhh .. 烦的

写着那么多先啦 ciaoz !

Posted by Maeko at 1.22pm
Had Maison night with baby boy. Rock ♥

25032011

2011-03-25T01:59:00.003+08:00

哇隔了一段很長時間現在才有機會update喔這次應該會是一個蠻長的post :) 現在在佩珊kepong租的房間用她的lappie寫網誌我在cheras那兒住沒laptop用的 yam gong到都在靠我的bb上網啦她說很想看我寫的網誌哇可能太久沒寫了吧:P 也謝關心我的readers來我的網誌看 <3

嗯該從哪裡說起說說我的近況好了現在啊我啊在lowyat賣電話 -_- 怎麼會走去做這份工說來話長咯所以skip 哈哈還可以啦生活工作也蠻輕鬆不用長時間站咯之前腳板爛爛的皮都好回了好耶賣電話就很考腦需要做生意的料要會捉customers的心理不要被他們吃住趁機壓價要賺他們夠夠力這樣才能personal sales天天爆千哎壓力啊 sifu講一個月內counter爆不了20k就要調我去別的counter :( 加油好了! 對了這裡消費超高根本就不會存到錢-_- 一天最少要花上20塊在吃方面很gaw咯薪水也只是能過生活而已好啦再做多一兩個月這樣我要回老家了過回我平淡的生活哈哈 :P

Spm成績出爐比我預料的結果好一些我是predict5個A嘛意外的多了一科是因為沒想過我的歷史也能得A 不錯喲哈哈 A B C D都拿齊了好笑嗎也沒怎樣啦預料之內啊那兩科bio和chem我都沒有在讀的出來都沒fail算很好了是沒有~ 有看到媽媽其實很開心之前她覺得我會很爛啊她看到我大概會拿2或3個A而已因為考試前我都沒有很努力K書哈哈這樣的成績說真的我滿足了 :) 那天回了芙蓉有和媽和妹一起好好地吃一餐有多久沒有這樣一家人聚我在外面生活了有時會覺得我對她們很不好啊一個人出來住的不理她們這樣他們也不知道我在做什麼我看我是時候要對她們好一點了爸爸不在這個家靠我的了;)

成績揭曉了那麼就代表是時候要做選擇了天.啊.. 我不會選 -_- 要讀什麼course和college? 姑姑叫我讀form 6 我才不要聽說很難讀耶是要我死嗎如果再不會選讀A level 是最保險的咯可以先不用選要在哪個field發展就修一些related的subject先讀a level 很可能會選inti nilai 這樣我會住回自己的家可以多陪家人了你們說好不好哈哈 july intake喔! 完蛋了我的車license 到現在還沒去考差水同年的朋友全部都會駕車了有執照了剩下我每次都要被人載 -_- 好啦一有空就會去處理好嗎家裡那輛車我很想駕耶 :D

感情事也是要來講一下不講的話憋著我會氣瘋一開始先是我不認真啊有幾次去club 他都不喜歡他不罵我厲害的說他是完全不睬我 -_- 我就像瘋婆子一樣啊狂bbm他 ping他 call他一直找他現在沒事了答應過他如果他不在身邊不會再去club了可是發現到現在換他不認真了可能之前對我的信任被我一次次打破了我好壞喔讓他傷心現在他好像都不信我了怎麼辦 :( anyhow 我很喜歡他我會對他很認真希望他也一樣 <3 在kl有幾個男生喜歡我可是我都不喜歡他們我只喜歡他 :) 很想念他的擁抱抱得很緊我覺得很有安全感這是我最缺的我的人很insecure 很需要每次被人疼被人呵護但是就算沒有也不要緊因為我也愛逞強 :P 嘴上說着我現在很好維持single沒問題但是心裡是多麼想要有個人依賴

2AM now , ciaoz first ! 很夜嘍
GOOD NIGHT LOVES ONE

Posted by Maeko Eunice
with hugs and kisses. <3

28022011

2011-02-28T12:57:00.002+08:00

哗~ 超不惯的 ! 不需要每天撑escalator 上三楼了. nike那边辞职没做掉了 . nike life 也正式 end up. 嗯这算是我的first job.所以有些不懂的东西, 在这里是有学到的. 还明白了打工仔的pattern, 开工就等break time, break了就等放工. 月头就很阔气, 月尾就挨杯面. 哈哈. 不知不觉在那里工作了两个月多, 时间总是在你一个不留神从你身边溜掉. ohmygod spm成绩也快放榜了 =__= 有5个A我会偷笑了.

我几时会开始college life? 不是现在咯. 找到新工作了. 薪水还算过得去.不比nike多很多. 不过去那边是志在gain experience的. 租到房间了. 三月就搬进去. 在cheras. 要开始一个人生活了! 有点不知道该怎么办.生活很多琐碎的事都要自己一手一脚处理了. 对了, 其实那里地方算蛮大, 可以分几个人住. 可是我就是不知道去哪里找roommate @@. 你们有兴趣吗? pm我好了.

买新手机 ~! blackberry bold 9780. 想了很多遍, iphone4 还是bb torch.都算了啦. 看着荷包的钱来用最好. 9780也不错的咯. 现在是烦恼不懂要maxis还是digi罢了. 之前就想换maxis很久了.line和3G都比较好.digi line sucks. 不过看了这个comparison chart, digi低收费打动到我了 :( http://www.digi.com.my/internet/smartplan/compare_device.html 唉~ remain digi 好了 ;(

只是小update .
Posted by Maeko at 12.57pm ♡

22022011

2011-02-22T02:27:00.005+08:00

呼呼好久没上来update

前个星期在烦些东西啊嗯感情的事

关系好乱水朋友与情人一念之差? 哈

还好现在peace就好了安定的结局 :)

受不了五时花六时变人都癫啦

做朋友也不会太差嘛

要知道paksa tak de bahagia.

对了我要换工呃我可以吗

过两天要去interview了

是名牌店吼贪他工作时间比较短

工作只需要讲话不需要劳力

好啦一定要wish me luck好吗

最近很衰就是了手机刚宣布证实死亡了

老天啊你可以再对我绝情点的 TT

再来就是要租房间方便我交通的

就靠近工作地点 midvalley那一带

是问了好多朋友的但就是找不到

KL现在就有那么多住户吗神经病啊你们

烦啊烦很多东西需要settle

好啦一步一步慢慢来自己不要乱

上个月的薪水也终于被我败光掉 fml

只会买买买我发现我用钱真的很恐怖

难道就不能节制下吗哎哟哟

刚才购入一双nike air max 90

人生第一双nike喔用自己钱买的tim

okay 今天是值得纪念的一天 ;)

不久的将来我要每个牌子都有一双.哈

好啦不多说了明天full shift ><

♥ ♥ ♥

有时候

自己一个人为生活作战

感觉很疲累的

独力一个人撑起来

是撑到啊但撑不了多久咯

Posted by Maeko at 2.28 am

私は自分自身を愛する ♡

04022011

2011-02-04T22:15:00.007+08:00

来，写网志时间到 ♥

18岁生日终于度过啦 ~ .. 和我想象中一样，平平淡淡地过。但是收到的wishing还蛮多的喔。谢啦，大家有心；）

18岁了，但我还是很笨很糊涂，时常弄丢东西——俗称“大头虾”；还好贵重的物品都有找回来。（好啦没有很贵重就我的手机和钱包）

18岁了，但我还是很天真很容易信人，对方告诉我某件事的时候我不会有戒心、心机去猜测；还好男生的甜言蜜语我都不信（好啦有时我会信的TT）

18岁了，但我还是很多问题要问，他们都称我问题少女，因为我的问题实在太多了，哎哟人家有兴趣知道才追问嘛；还好他们没讨厌我，哈哈。（好啦我是真的有很多“做么的、做么叻”）

18岁了，但我还是很不会理财，薪水出了就会变成大花筒，乱花费；还好我都有银行户口，存点钱给妈妈。（好啦有时我想过全部都拿来用 >_<）

18岁了，但我还是很情绪化不会控制情绪，大起大落的心情我自己都会怕；还好不论怎么样我都会回归开朗的我。（好啦我承认这叫健忘，不开心的事我睡醒就忘了）

18岁了，但我还是做很多事情不想后果的，兴致一来到了就想去做，做决定的时候很快，不会想太多；还好目前为止我都没学坏。（好啦我是有坏过大概初中三那时候）

18岁了……没有但是如果了啦，我可没那么多缺点ssss吧>__< 哈哈哈。

Posted by Maeko @ 22：15 PM
I dont believe that i could fall for him for the second time wtf.

31012011

2011-01-31T01:53:00.003+08:00

其实我有很多东西要写，但是现在一时叫我呕完出来，办不到！吼，是工作忙昏了喔我。

哎，明天就是我生日了呗！本人没有开心，也没有不开心，好奇怪的感觉。

嗯，我不期待什么，怎样都还是独来独往嘛，没差的说。

加上我是怪人，我不太爱庆祝生日。

就……怎么说，想象当一群人围成一个桌子，微笑着拍手合唱生日歌给你听，

几十只眼睛看着你，你想那时候该有过尴尬啊？、

超不知道要给什么表情的好吗，吼。

而且大多数人都会唱几个语言的，中英粤语唱好久，还是免了吧。

不过生日愿望倒是有的，不告诉你们喔：）

FACEBOOK要准备被SPAM掉了，生日祝福肯定多到人来疯。

生日总得一年一次嘛，然而我享受被祝福的感觉，爽的咧。

因为祝福语里满满都是对方的心意，就算是简单几句，我也珍惜；）

至于生日礼物咧，我会自己买给自己。巴哈哈哈，精神分裂症了 **

18岁了！老了啦，老了啦：（

每次看到穿中学生校服的人都会觉得自己特别老。

市场也越来越窄了，我的天！哈哈〉〈

我超不想多两年后甩掉1字头，可怜！该死的我每次笑别人老

不行不行，换个方式想，18岁卜卜脆啊，年轻就是本钱嘛！

告诉你，我的美满人生才刚开始起步喔！：D

刚进入了人生的第二个阶段，分岔路要好好做选择呢。

一个不小心，行差踏错，完蛋了：S

ERR.. 其实18岁也没有怎样啦，只是在年龄上+1，

实质上我还是个天真、讲话不经大脑的小女孩。···

迟些会写一篇关于我的FACTS，想了解我多些就留守我的网志更新喽。

Posted by Maeko at 2：09 am ♥

私にハッピーバースデー

21012010

2011-01-21T21:49:00.003+08:00

off day 真好又有时间打网志喽其实生活上很多点滴都想写进来可是很多念头都一闪即过可不能每次都拿纸和笔记下来吧那么搞笑喔哈天天工作天天忙碌希望很快可以reach到我set下的target. 然后fulfill我的planning 再complete我的wishlist. 唔呼~ 时间快快过吧

脚已经站到没有知觉了好神哈因为呢不知不觉在nike已经作了一个月好期待每个月的月头出粮的时候但是我学会了一样东西就是不要乱花费不然就好像现在这样糟糕 break time捱杯面同事都劝我少吃啊不然真的会死很快 lol . 没办法啊人生就是要那么坎坷顶硬上头发掉一地当削薄头发而已 :P 省点用就好因为我的银行户口很寂寞~

工作的时候都希望自己能灵活些不要什么都慢别人半拍不要每次有东西让manager怨也希望自己lucky些拾到阔气的customers 给我做大大单生意 commission up up up~.有些customer很怪兰的你知道吗进来好几次看了几次都是同一样的item 但是就不买 zadou ~还有.. 最讨厌那种人啊 ''运吉''的如果没心想要买就不要ask for try.哈哈 inspired by 农夫C君的词 : '' 唔系有心就唔好追拒 '' .里面有很大的人生道理好喜欢偉大航道 ♥

农历新年快到了荷包出血了一轮衣服都买的差不多 uhm.. 还欠包包和鞋子~ 再说一次: 钱不容易赚但真的很容易花开始体会到妈妈赚钱维持家有多辛苦 appreciate it loads. 所以呢自从我不在家后都没在向她讨钱了 well, 我从来就很羡慕那些.. 可以毫无顾虑地向父母摊大手板要钱的人 ''怎么样钱花光了嘛 '' 一句很好的理由...那我下次投胎可要精明点了 sigh 我只能说同人不同命我呢什么都要靠自己才行有次啊我发梦钱从天上掉下来开心到我流口水 lmao 我在等着这一天 :)

during cny 我还是要工作除夕那天off 肯定会回家乡见见家人很不孝的我已经一个月多没回过家了有时还蛮担心家里会出什么乱子来的但也不能担心得几多远水不能救近火啊很期待那天咯我想象当天搭ktm的回程我应该会想很多东西然后就掉泪怎么样到了seremban站的时候还要夸张到会kiss地上我好想家 ♥ 但是约好了eugene一起回我总不能那么失礼吧 lol >< imma gonna meet my old friends. 好多朋友都很久不见了 :(

不忘一提有时候在nike或midvalley都会遇到某些有知名度的人我遇到去年astro新秀 lol~ 这个还有这个还有他 ♥ ♥ ♥ 很endao~ 竟然有机会和他说话我满足了 :) alright 写到这里先咯要交电脑给人了反正寄人篱下还真不容易的我要努力学会怎么做个圆滑的人 yeah~

Posted by Maeko at 09.50pm

Bye readers! Sorry for less update. xoxo.

301210

2010-12-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

明天又off! 因为脚痛好像根被拉着酱走路都辛苦不知道做么唱完k就这样声音也沙哑掉整个陷入很不舒服的状态所以打了电话过去说我明天不能上班了有一个念头我可能要resign 以我的伤势朋友都劝我疗好伤再说 sigh 怎么我的life酱坎坷我看不开咯 why me ? :(

自从跌了那一次总觉得被霉运包围着做什么都不顺你该会说是我心理作用吧 whatever. 我从来就没人爱关于这一点我早就知道多希望有个人可以always be there for me whenever i need someone. 但我大概没有这种命水惟有钱才买到自己开心最折堕的是钱我也没有工作又好像一堆屎那样因为我的伤一直on leave 这种员工要不要都罢 haih...

真的觉得自己很useless 为什么我总是人群里的那类weak character? 我不要咯我很努力让自己独立了我要做miss independent 而不是什么都要依赖别人的弱者怪什么? 是我自己不争气怪不了谁 fml x 3974549574958 times .

for now 我很讨厌life 厌世的人都会去自行了断我不会的至少我还有爱我的家人虽然很久没见但心也系在那儿不过为了生活很多东西都逼不得以多无奈 ;(

Posted by Maeko at 10.05pm
I love my blog, the only place I release my emotions. xoxo ♥

30122010

2010-12-30T02:36:00.001+08:00

嗯有好一段日子都没上来写了i'm sorry.有人说很想念我写的东西? teehee :)

fyi 我都在忙工作好辛苦很多东西都想买手机都快坏了我要iphone pls. 那从现在开始我要存好多号多钱最爱看到bank account有很多位数的号码眼睛看了都会bling bling 钱不容易赚但很容易花 shit 真想找一条佬包养我算了谁有兴趣? 联络该电话号码: 012-3456789 call 我哦 xDD

工作一星期多喽还应付得来但是有时就很累明天是off day我才有时间打网志前几天还因工受伤 wtf 我从一个梯子掉下来很高高度应该有两个我手都歪掉了腰骨也很疼弄伤后搭ktm回还有外国人指着我的手问: are you having problem? 我整个崩溃掉泪拼命摇头其实不是因为很痛就觉得很心酸觉得自己好可怜哎我也有一星期没回家了突然有点homesick 我不孝有时我妹都会在Facebook留言给我问我好不好啊什么的不知道要觉得好笑还是什么还回复她:你很恶心

我在the gardens工作有时候都会找在midvalley 工作的eugene 还蛮聊得来啊最记得是他带我看他射篮球机那个速度快到不懂怎样的一秒大概可以进几颗那样他习惯每天都去那打他的highscore在那边可爱的咯他充分利用他的break time一小时我想说我break半小时真的很insufficent耶 fml 最近在吃方面都没有节制钱包够力干塘跟你说我还赖皮到搭霸王ktm 上车没买票哈哈哈

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喔还有重要的节日 christmas! 我怎样spend呢就是eve的时候上genting 无聊的啊吹吹冷风那样反正很久没有看到明刚不知道怎么有时几天没见会想念他起来兄妹情深啊 <3 christmas当天我有工作做完过后就下zouk kl 第一次去那儿还不错啦歌都很high 我就在那边乱摇认识了佩珊那班朋友咯他们挺nice的啦okay 圣诞就这样过了我wondering做么圣诞都过了 midvalley还有在播: let it snow let it snow再不然就uncle auntie coming to town. 哇过两天又要跨年了好累人干嘛设立那么多节日酱靠近我现在才发现到christmas是星期几 new year就是星期几准准差7天很快要和2010说bye bye了今年所发生不愉快的事要全部抹掉留在脑海会得病

好啦屁话是那么多先啊 good night babes and dudes

Posted at 30 Dec 2010 2.35am

Hugs and kisses by Maeko ♥ ♥ ♥

Facebook

2010-12-11T16:05:00.003+08:00

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*Scream* Ahhhh..!! I seriously HATE Facebook from now on. :@@
我有很多狗屎lapsap要complain!! ma chao hai. 但是我的生活也离不开facebook FML!

经过Alviss Kong那件事..我觉得Facebook真的很恐怖..!! 一夜之间, 可以有10多k的人去like那封遗书.有些人更dai sei 整个share埋出来 wtf 这些人到底有没有想过这样很不respect死者啊. fuck your life. 替你们觉得很pathetic. 干嘛要用hot topic来update自己的profile? 要证明你们很updated? 知道那么多干嘛? 他是你朋友的话.没关系. 但你们不是咯.definately non of your business的好不好. 有的更离谱过分. 去搞alviss亲戚朋友+问长问短.omfg 你们是不是太闲着没事干啊?

这两天seriously I don't feel like wanna on facebook.点解? 我一进到news feed,一大堆alviss kong的名字走出来. arghhh. page又有video又有status又有.那些没脑的人, 跟trend到死..! 还有page不是酱的用途的咯. 就是有100000k的人去like又怎样? 告诉你 it doesn't make sense at all! 这样无形中开放了更多space让人做无谓的评论..有些可能说要祝福alviss..希望他在天堂做个快乐的天使..一路好走..bla bla bla @#*%#%*&($%.. 我很想问一个问题, 人都不在了, 你们做酱多东西给谁看??? 祝福不一定要type出来的. 有心的话, 在心里面为他祈祷3秒钟已经足够了.

前天.我在blog写了个post给alviss. 竟然一天有188个visitors冲进我的blog (我没试过酱多)..他们为的是什么? 就是看那个post罢了. 很讨厌! 他们 search keywords都是alviss kong, alviss kong's girlfriend, alviss kong suicide, binluii..他X的. 这些人八到死.有酱多人看我的blog..弄到我不知道要开心还是要生气好!! =,=不要讲google search, 讲facebook好了..我一key in alviss kong..我要晕了@@

有些很好笑..车头照都帮他edit出来..还有关wira车什么事?我blur咯..你们搞酱多东西, 要alviss怎样rest in peace?? 我也很想peace! 就让这件事告一段落好不好? 放过alviss 啦tolong =.= stop liking/sharing/creating pages about him!

还有..facebook的衰东西我还没数完! 从前我以为 friendster 是lala人的地盘.很复杂很多stalkers. 但现在就连facebook也是酱的鬼样了, full of shitsss.非主流的东西照样还是有.. 还更死.share一大堆变态咸色video教坏小孩子.account满了又开多几个,然后开新的account又叫旧account的人Add回新的. 不会觉得很多余的咩?我觉得咯. but i think them 应该是要show off 有几多人add他搞到他full 9 了瓜. 妖~~facebook比friendster厉害的东西是..可以tag人.不是我的样子又要tag,不关我的事又要Tag. stupid fb applicationss auto tag我的又要浪费我的青春去remove tag. 你们有完没完?

还有还有..facebook很多leng zai leng lui competition的咯! damn =.= 那些人由早到晚都一直叫人like/vote..奖品又不是很丰富..几十块的东西都要争..有些啊. 没有奖品的都甘愿去参加的啊..lifeless到~!整天在chatbox那边pop出来叫人like, 很爽的咩?? and yet, 不是参加比赛的也叫人like like like,冤枉到. 人家要like自己会去like的咯, 你叫我like我就要like咩? 我爽就like不爽就表like啦. 可以不要spam没有? 最讨厌给人force的咯..再吵多两下我share你profile出来讲你是faker叫人帮我report你的profile的喔..问你怕没?如果你是真的有人气的话, 不用叫啊, 那些人都拥着来like啦.ngam mou? 勉强没有幸福的.

example: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1568530785694&set=a.1568530745693.2079829.1608193249

还有还有还有..I wanna say. Twitter is better than facebook! 这是真的.我要看到谁的东西就follow谁.unlike facebook, 好心approve你 become friend了我又要在news feed看到你. 其实是你要看我东西,不是我要看你东西咯okay.我都不认识你的. i'm not interested on you咯..好无奈.所以我开page就是酱..没有notifications没有friend request不用烦.最近都在deleting friends.. 还有重点: 在twitter我可以spam like nobody's business. 但是如果在facebook, 你放个status出来没有人bird你真的很可怜的咯..facebook system 也是有问题.我时常miss notifications的..那些人还以为我 lc 没reply..zzz.Nehhh.最近啊, facebook又出了新的profile pattern啊. 很乱水.很多人讲换了new profile很后悔..一句讲完: facebook好ddly!

虽然我酱讨厌facebook. 但是我每天还是要log in.无可否认在interaction communication方面的确方便了很多..but hopefully你们最好不要滥用facebook咯.尊重别人的privacy. 有点良知好..是又share不是又share那像什么喔. 水可以载舟,亦可以煮粥..facebook也有两面看. 如果作文有考 ''面子书带来的弊多于利, 试针对以上的...'' 我肯定拿满分 i tell you.

- Facebook creator fuck the world, 99% people on earth is using your site.

ファック ! xoxo ♥ ♥ ♥
Posted by Maeko by at 4.02pm
I hate facebook more than i can say.

Alviss Kong

2010-12-09T16:50:00.018+08:00

Guess what... From the title I think you guys may know what is going to mention about in this bloody post. A guy named Alviss has committed suicide for love yesterday. when I knew this news, I was like...omg. is that possible?? How come there's still having a guy willing to commit suicide just because his beloved girl on earth? oh my.. I found his fb profile out then and trying to figure out more about it.

On his profile, there's a suicide note right there. after reading that, I could feel his mind at this moment. He loves his girlfriend so much and he rather end up his life without her. and now.. he left this world and became memories of his friends and family. I would like to say it's totally worthless for being suicide. Suicide is always not an option to solve problems pls.

I feel sad for his girlfriend as well.definately not her fault lar. but alviss's decision has made all people put the blame on her.pls dont...aihhs. This world is scary enough, things are always unpredictable. As my fb status : 其实人人都系度排紧队. 睇响前面定系后面jiek...看不开既人就系打尖...知唔知甘样好傻.请大家珍惜生命...don't ever disappoint people who love us kayyyyy.

My twitter is full of those tweets about this..share out some :

Rest In Peace, my dear friend - Alviss =(

Feeling so bad.. Can't accept it at all ! Friend, I really hope that you're still alive or just lying to us =(

so sad. Alviss died. :(

I think his gf is still loving him.http://binluii.blogspot.com/2010/12/blog-post_05.html see this post. =(

Suicide because of love. sigh.

不負責任的傢伙！讓家人朋友痛心！太傻了！

問世間情為何物～ ♥

Omfg its fuxking not worth die for love

賺到了別人一秒鐘的同情，卻失去了別人一輩子的尊重

There's no who right or wrong in love.

If you love her/him dun even try to sucide. Think bout her/him everyone will blaming them.

for your love, friends and family, u left everything here without saying anything and now everyone sad for u and blame your gf. izzit worth?

commit suicide for love??! izzit a solution? NO!

Another suicide case?you have balls to jump down a building.Why don't you use your balls to live your life.

SUICIDE is always not an option.

big sigh! Feel sad for him... although i don't know him at all . He's silly... He leave this world and his beloved family like this . Maybe in other words, he can finally had a feel of relief until the moment he jumped. Nvm, just let him RIP. dont go and comment anything about him le bah, it's all alviss's decision. Life is hard, but don't ever give up whenever problem comes up..be well-determined in life. Love is the greatest thing in our life, but he ended up his life because of Love too..

- 虽然和他不认识. 听了觉得很可惜很心酸.

人生を感謝して ♥ ♥ ♥
Posted by Maeko at 4.50pm.
R.I.P Alviss Kong .

title-less

2010-12-07T16:43:00.004+08:00

Yellow guys! Miss me not? Imma back to my blogging life ;) Changed new blogskin! Different feelings towards my blog ler. FML I deleted 19 posts =,= I've unable the chatbox function, you guys can just leave me comments on my post luhh. follow my blog at the bottom link : '' follow my blog ♥ peace ''. xie xie ni lai kan wo de blog hehehhehe! i love my blog song : 惧高症 ..

Well spm will be ended soon, left 2 subjects, 5 papers to go. * RAWR * I wanna rock my lifeee after that bloody exam! Urhmm... what am I gonna do after spm? ahem ahem, * planning *... Dye my mushroom head! Get a driving license rock the streets! Get a job.ahh or whatever shits that bring me income. work as freelancer maybe? Get myself a boyfie too :$ ahahaha !.. I don't need too much, just need somebody to loveeee ;) hmm these days i keep drink waterrrr. try to supply as much H2o as i can to my body.in this kind of hot weather, ken ding yaw drink water to keep us healthy + free from fever, sore throat,pimples popping,constipation etc. i want my baby skin back so i did! :)

Oh ya, hai you college! hehehe for now i'm interested on architecture course. ahahaha last time i always said like this: 做个医生, 医死一个人就系一条命.. 做architect, 画少一个柱头, lam楼左, 闲闲地都死几十条人命架. see, 何其伟大 ahh an professional architect. hmm anyway lah still planning. Have to start finding college liaw. i hope can study taylor's lor! many people said that study at subang/sunway area easy turns into 蒲-咔 becuz there are many clubs around. i don't think so la, see whether how you control yourself geh mar. fong sum lar baby ;)

Alrighttt berry short update for this time,am looking forward for my new life owh yeah . opss hai lor recently less camwhore liaw.my blog will black and white for a long time then.bwhahaha. tomorrow biology paper! always GG.com lar, fyi I never study for this subject geh, blekkk. ciaoz la. online so long liaw my backbone hou pain hahaha aunty tian =,=

Miss someone!!!

私はあなたがいなくて寂しい

Posted on : 4.43PM xoxo ♥ ♥ ♥

hugs and kisses by Maeko .

02102010

2010-10-02T22:35:00.016+08:00

朋友们我上来写喽 :)

最近是怎样了部落格都没在更新的 FYI 考试快到了嘛对那该死的SPM

电脑我是很少在碰啦被封杀了我都是在用手机上面子书的有没有

你问我最近过得怎样喔喔喔我曾经因为考试的事而哭呜呜SOB

不是因为自己给的压力...而是我老妈她真的很烦很烦很烦很烦 FHL

到一个''我接受唔到罗''的程度她成天都在碎碎念还是很不友善那种

我真的受不了啊直接EMO掉99 我在想干嘛非要强逼我读书呢

时间是还有一个月多的 OH PLS 不用24小时都抱着书来读吧

我生平最讨厌就是被人叫去''读书''的记得不要犯错喽否则你会被我o0o的

我不小了我自己会安排时间读书啊不过没错我的科学科目是很烂

这是无可否认化学还不及格 FML

但是但是重点来了我以后没有在打算走这方面的路啊医生工程师这些

都不是我有兴趣的太专业了不想工作也要面对压力还是DESIGN好玩些会比较有趣吧

刚独自去了图书馆温习PHYSICS喽好过没有读啊总觉得在家读不到哈哈不知道为啥

在图书馆我是很认真的有没有我没有瞎搞去到那就是静静坐着读

还遇到某人他竟然...同我讲野算啦我觉得也没什么好开心的咯他那种人

就是喜欢制造假希望 FUCK OFF 不要拿我来搞了也请别误会我是因为你才去图书馆

我不知道你有去你会去你今天去看到好多中三的人都是应届PMR考生

过2天就是他们考试过50多天就是我们考试你我他大家都需要加油祝好运了

不过我说真的 PMR不太重要哈哈你要知道PMR成绩不代表什么

看我就知道了当年7A的我现在也不是像堆屎一样咧 L0L

ANYWAY加油就好了不要听我说

5点图书馆够钟关闭就和DEREK到KFC去这次换我请客喽是啦是啦是我欠你的

出粮了就请吃我算很够朋友了的咯不知情的人请不要说我和他拍拖拜托

并没有我才不要他咧哈哈他是我的老死啦 100￥也好久没吃了和一个人的回忆

每次和那个人出去好像都会吃不然就打包 YEAH 我最爱口味是芒果和绿茶

嗯 KL才有SNOWFLAKE是吧超想试试看现在是CHATIME了吼等我哦

难得我今天写那么多看过这篇的话人就给我一个LIKE吧

我想知道我的部落格还有没有人 :)

发布于10:35PM

XOXO ♥ ♥ ♥

私は今あなたを愛していない

Part-time job of Holiday

2010-09-17T18:28:00.002+08:00

I think most of you guys have heard that I did work during last holiday.
Yeshh, I worked! Unbelievable?
You think I'm dai siu jeh urh? I AM NOT ;)

Hmm, I get myself a job thru finding from Facebook.
Woots, let me find dou a nice part time job.
Although SPM is around the corner, but I do need money, so I work.

Electrical Appliances Promoter. LMAO
WHAT? Promote products like TVs, washing machines all that?
It makes me feel like idk-what-to-do on that.

Met my boss in order to get my uniform at the Mines.
He asked me few questions, tell me to ask him any enquiry if don't understand.
I felt nervous and idk-what-to-answer, holy shit.
But he's friendly anyway, got the red colour Panasonic uniforms then.

I worked at Jusco Cheras Selatan.
First day of working is worst ever, grr. Problems are appear one by one.
I find myself the staff entrance, then pass the confirmation letter to them.

Taa-Dang. Problems happened.
I didn't wear the entire shoes that they want is all black.
I didn't bring IC, while it is needed to get the promoter pass every time.
I didn't get signature of department leader that is require in the letter.

At last, all solved by helps of my new colleagues, HAHA.
They're friendly and helpful, nice to know them.

Btw You don't know how strict is the Jusco Management.
I seriously hate it, hate Blue Waves. Obey the rules is the only way.
They go through discipline management, just like school wtfbbq.

Can't wear tight jeans, pants they want is all black, loose type.
Can't paint nail colour, can't keep long nails.
Long hair must tie it up and make it like curry puff, luckily I'm not.

Second day I've got caught for my light blue nail colours.
I went Watson to buy nail colour remover. It was almost piss me off.
God damn it, I spend half an hour to make it then only can get promoter pass.

Alright, bout my job. My job scope is HA and AV.
HA is Home Appliances like washer, microwave oven and more.
AV is Audio Visual like Plasma / LCD / LED tv all that.

At the first day I sold two 32'' LCD tv! It's great, I feel happy.
But I think not credits to my 口才了得,just because it is promo items.Hees
Besides, third day I sold two LCD too, plus a washing machine :)
Fifth day I sold one 42'' LCD, woots! Commission ;P woohoo.
Second, forth, sixth day I didn't sell anything.
Why even number bring bad lucks one? ;(

Break time is 5pm or 6pm. We went nearby food court to have dinner.
Sometimes they bring me 蛇 also. LMAO! Feel so relief when not working.
Lepak around Jusco, even watch a movie also can ;P

During working, I met many pattern of customers eleh.
I don't like customers being impatient, unfriendly and WANN GAT!
Most of LCD buyers is Chinese, malay raya but chinese buy stuff, LOL.
Alright stop bla bla shits, many more to tell actually ;D

6 Days passed so fast, Working -- the first experience of mine!

幻想不该只是幻想

2010-08-27T14:11:00.005+08:00

最近的我，时时刻刻都在幻想。

幻想一些不可能但我又很想它发生的事。矛盾得很！
明明知道不能与他靠近，却在某个角落张望着他。
明明知道不能与他说话，却注意着他的一言一行。
明明知道他眼角也不会扫我一下，却奢望他那一点点目光，哪怕只是那不经意的眼神。

多余的我总是喜欢自讨苦吃吗？很显然的，是吧。
对他，我就是没办法！我幻想到很多，也想得太美。
这时小恶魔跳出来说话了：麻烦你，搞清楚了状况吗？
再怎样想都好，你都只不过是妄想。对，痴心妄想那种。

我天天都在幻想。我想和他看电影、吃饭逛街、很多很多……
想着想着；我开始怀念从前的我们，虽然不是理想关系，有点暧昧不清的，反而让我这容易满足的人，感到快乐。

还记得过往的片段：每当看见他，心就像小鹿乱撞似的，慌得不知所措。
而他就知道我这一弱点，所以他爱走在我面前向我逼近，真是哭笑不得。
看到他，就连话也不敢多说的，超怕的那种，然后他就爱说我LC他。
有几次我从远处看到他，连忙到他会经过的路线扮作偶遇，过后独自傻笑。
每次找他信息，在看到他的回复后又会很兴奋。
每次主动拨电话给他，总嫌通话时间不够长。
渐渐地，我对他的好、作出的付出、改变，都被他看见了，我自然而然的开心。

但是可能这一切一切，早就搁在他脑海以外的地方了，对我，却是一幕幕难忘的记忆。
很多的回忆，其实都是我一个人在完成。
一年多了，我追逐他的步伐从未停息过。
一步步走来，当初我是经过多少的过程才有机会到他身边，单恋是多么地不好受。
至今仍令我纳闷的是，不知道什么原因底下，我们俩现在形同陌路了，也回到最初的原点。后悔了，为什么我当初不去问个明白，好笨。为了呕气，让事情不了了之。

所以，我现在很赞成那种说法：千萬不要因為害怕而浪費了任何可能性，就算被拒絕了至少你也得到了答案與勇氣。即使再怎麼兩情相悅，開不了口就永遠是個死結。擠出一點勇氣，永遠不嫌太晚。

很对的一句话，我也曾说过类似的话：爱情这回事呢，其实很简单滴。决定都依照自己的心走，准没错。想怎样做就怎做，不要给自己顾虑好吗？若现在你不好好抓紧这段感情，可能以后就永远再也没办法住进对方的心里了。等到事过境迁才来怪自己窝囊也已经没用。

老套的一句，幸福是自己争取的！:D

我的梦想从来没有更改过，我那小小的愿望；那就是轻轻地抱他一下，我就足够。拥着他，胜过拥有全世界。我想如果真的让我办到，我会飙泪。另外个说法，也许现在的我不是还喜欢他，只是想凑合不完美的回忆吧。好胜的我，大概接收不到这样的结尾。♥